What in the world's going on?1) I have few ideas I wanna do. Even with those ideas, I have little motivation to do them.
2) For whatever reason, I can't seem to draw well anymore. I tried yesterday, and ... they just sucked. They're good ideas and I wanna do them, but I get to a certain point when I just stop and just wanna leave it, like they're so bad that they're not worth my time anymore. I guess that I've been studing all these things on drawing, and I overestimate my abilities. I know I can do better, but I just can't get it on paper. ...sigh... (sorry
. I don't know how soon I'll get to your pic.)3) I got work with stressful hours. I gotta walk over and back a mile or so in below 0 temps, 4 or 5 ft of snow, and (as bad as it sounds) I gotta walk with no bottems of my shoes. I leave at 5 pm and sometimes don't get back unti 6:30 the next morning! 4:30 is the earliest I got done so far. I've been lucky to get 3 day weekends for the past 2 weeks, but I don't think it'll last for too long. During the week, I get no sleep (maybe 6 hrs), I get little access to food, and I get no time to do anything like play videogames or draw pics. IT SUCKS! Well, at least I finally got enough money to fix my car, so I won't have to walk to work for too much longer.
Anyway, I wiped together a new avatar to show that I still go on once in a while. It sucks too... lol. My name's Alienldr, for alien leader, so I want the alien leader from my story as my avatar. I've also been wanting to learn how to make sprites, like from videogames. The one I made is much too big and isn't worth calling a sprite. Oh well.
and you were right some people on dievant art can be so Paranoid but dont tell NewGhostGirl i said that.
And you gotta settle down on the requests thing. I always view it that people can be busy, but can work to do something more. That's never what happens in real life though. Whenever someone says they're busy, it usually means that they just don't want to deal with it. You just scared her off because you gave her your ideas anyway.
and your right I do need to stop asking people who like the same show as I do like you and her I just cant control my Anxioty its like a habbit I cant get lose from its like trying to cute back from smoking but your right I need to learn to call it quits and stop I asumed she just didn't have Time and I was just offering her some ideas I wasn't asking her to draw all of them I forgot to ask when was a good time I just wasn't thinking straight just tell her that im sorry and you dont have to do the other drawing I requested if you dont want to that is.
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